it feels like i'm never good enough for you
(although i do see times when it feels like you love me)
still, even when you love me, it seems i lack something that will make you think i'm enough
all my choices seem wrong to you
all the ways i trail take me away from you
the way you feel about me is becoming such a burden,
and i'm thinking i'll never be enough for anyone else...
it feels like they only like me, 'cause they don't know me like you do
is just like daddy would always say about me:
"beautiful on the outside, rotten inside"
i feel like you've seen the rot in me, and nothing i do will make you unsee that
or see something good beyond that
mom, i feel so lonely in this thoughts...
