.

 i wanna fight you

wanna scream to you

wanna make you hurt

at least as bad as you hurted me 

i wanna make a mess in your head

as you messed up my heart 

wanna see you cry 

those ugly tears of dispair

that i just cried last night 

want you to see the hurt in me

and to think it was all your words 

all your actions

that broughted me to my knees

crying and screaming 

to some god i don't even talk to 

just so he can ease my pain

just so i can 

rest in peace from your love 

away from everything you promissed me 

resting in peace in the back of your mind 

because my place is already taken in your life