outubro 31, 2022

message to self

dear younger me, 

at (almost) 28, we're alive, but not so well 

we're going through so much in these past years 

carring a weight that should've never been ours 

but that is, and there's nothing we can do about it 


it's been a crazy year

everything you knew and trusted shifted 

and sometimes you feel more alone then ever

sometimes i think i'm more alone then ever 


sometimes, i'm sadder then ever too 

and i cry by myself trying to make sense of everything i'm feeling 

but nothing makes sense in this crazy mess i'm in 


anyways, i'm bound to be happy for us 

it's been a hell of a life, but we still made it

we're fighting for it 

trying to be better 

trying to get better 


i'm not givin up on me, 

but that's just because of you

who i was when i was you 

your dreams 

your hopes 


i want to make you happy 

i want to make you proud of who we turn out to be 

and i hope i'm able to do it 


i believe we didn't deserve all that happened to us 

and i believe those things shouldn't define us 

so i'm fighting for us to be more 

and i hope i won't give up


happy birthday



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